End of Year

I am so amazed that this year is almost over. It seems time goes more quickly with each passing day. I went to bed last night and I was 23, I woke up this morning and I'm 43! You know very well what I am saying, it is just tough to figure out where so many years have gone.
I've been living in TN for almost 7 years, and that's after working on a transfer for 2 years prior to that...seems like only a few months that MEChel and I were driving across Texas and talking about moving to Nashville. No way it seems like almost 10 years ago!

I must say out of all the people from our escapades that moved to NashVegas only a small handful of us have remained. I will blog later about the reasons I know I was called to Brentwood.

I have been dealing with those feelings of standing at a crossroads and having no idea where the next step is to land. I only know I MUST take a step, I just can not discern which direction to step. I feel like I'm just standing still, wondering why I didn't change the batteries in the GPS ;-)

I know the two directions I want to go, however it seems totally impossible that the two could ever coexist , so that is why I am so confused. I have spent the better part of the past year working through an application process for a career change, and yet it does not seem the exact fit...very close, yet I have that gut feeling that says not quite right.

Yes, I am rambling. I have so much to process and so little time to get things in order.
I look at some of my friends and it seems they have such a clear picture of where they are going....and are actually taking the steps to get there. I feel more like I was on the right road when suddenly I breached a hill and was blinded by the setting sun and am waiting for my eyes to readjust before I hit an oncoming truck!

So frustrating not knowing what is next.
I only know changes are in store for 2009.
The year of change, and I'm not talking about politics either ;-)

The next few days will find me revisiting my goals , evaluating how well I did working toward them, and then realign some priorities, and setting new or tweaking old goals.

2009, year of clear direction and accomplishment!